SuRpRiSe!! I am in a relationship!
I became a single mother when I was six weeks pregnant with our second child.
I found myself with a 2 year old and pregnant, I felt so ALONE! it was sudden, completely blind sided by his check-out. Although I was the one to bring up the conversation of separating months before, I never really expected things to ever end yet alone on a perfectly normal wonderful sunny day, over the phone in the middle of the day! I thought we were supposed to be for better or for worse. Had me fooled!
Now, before you start hating on him let's remember it does take two, so don't for a second think I am an angel. And NO I am not defending him, but I don't want people feeling sorry for me or trashing my ex! He is after all the father of my children and although he still gets on my nerves and I think he has potential to be a lot better, I honestly think he is doing the best he can to his capability and for a man in this day and age. Anyways....
Since than, with the support of family, friends and the grace of God, I have come a long way and am so happy, my baby boy is now sixteen months, my daughter four years old . My time has been occupied with diapers, sleepless nights, scrubbing floors and early morning jogs, among the many other fun stuff - hadn't even had a chance to give dating any SERIOUS thought.
Yes despite the fact that I get men left, right and center asking me out, pleading for attention, or even just a minute of my time.. I just have not been completely 100% interrested. There is no point in forcing oneself into things, and not nice to waste the other person's time.
At last, I am now embarking on this amazing relationship which I have always dreamt of and fantasied about my whole life, its perfect! Everything is just so delicious when I am with this person, life seems like pure bliss and the sky is the limit. I feel so complete, so pretty, so funny, so happy, so high on life. I never thought I would meet someone like this, it was so unexpected. I have wanted this person for quite some time, I feel like I have been running after this individual for a lifetime but every time we started getting close I would run and ignore them, change my number, hide, make myself busy in every possible way. But finally I decided to give it a real good chance. I am ready to tell you that I am in complete love, I am head over heels for this wonderful person.
So without further ado...
Are you ready...
Here it comes...
I Ana Garcia Grande am in a very deep and serious relationship with Em Flesym I.
Haha! Gotcha!
I really have enjoyed this time, and I am not ready for it to end! I just feel that the last almost two years have been so busy and I am only now finally getting time for myself and only now will I be able to truly concentrate and devote more quality time to myself and my healing process.
I am so thankful for the people in my life that have understood my position and decision to be single by choice. I love and appreciate them so much for their support.
So I know this is not much of a blog, but I just wanted to put that out there.
I was advised by a very smart and talented young man, my dad, to blog on a more regular and scheduled basis, I tried and than life got busy, but last night I realised that I need to make more efforts, especially if I want to publish my first book this January 2014!
So I want to announce that I will be putting up a new blog every Tuesday at 10:00 p.m.
I still very much want to Vlog, so if anyone out there can help me out with getting that started in terms of what I need to edit my videos and make them cool, what equipment for my computer, lighting, etc, please contact me via twitter @aggbeans
Stay Fresh!
xoxo
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